*VulpineVampiress

"What was that ma che'rie? The Photoshop brush refuses to obey your orders? Brushes are brushes, and I'll say you just need to work harder."

- Waka, being meaner than usual



This is especially to the winners of my competition.

I'm...ashamed of myself. I'm sorry again, for the incredible delay of your prizes. I will do it, still, but it's gonna have to be in December.

I'm having my huge A-levels done, and it's no more art for now. I will take trades again perhaps next year.

Oh and....that goes for trades too. I'm really really sorry....

And all the other past arts I owe people.

Man, I'm wiped.

On another note...



for her WONDEROUSLY BEAUTIFUL!! drawing of my beloved Eddy!



Give her lots of love!!!! Thanks so much Dolphy-chan! x3

Yours,
Vivvers




Mah Fwens and Loves! ---> [link]

Nothing is dead unless you hit it with a wet sock and it won't retaliate.
- Lewis, being a smart-ass
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I adopted a wolfie!! Lol....meet Edmond. Let's all blame Gankutsuou for giving him the name.

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"What was that ma che'rie? The Photoshop brush refuses to obey your orders? Brushes are brushes, and I'll say you just need to work harder."

- Waka, being meaner than usual



Just an apology for my last journal....

I know it sounded way to cheesy and a little desperate, but I was in a bit of a fit I still am crazy about art, but I...ah, let's not talk about it

On the other hand, school is driving me ABSOLUTELY CRAZY but that's A-levels I guess. *chews homework to pieces*

Other than that, I've finally uploaded a picture of my most beloved character, Eduardo Riverstone xD He's so OOOLLLD....like 1998, and is just the sweetest damn character I've ever created. Expect lots more of him x3

That, and a unicorn. I'll upload him soon as well

Much love sweethearts!!!

Vivvers




Mah Fwens and Loves! ---> [link]

Nothing is dead unless you hit it with a wet sock and it won't retaliate.
- Lewis, being a smart-ass
p

I adopted a wolfie!! Lol....meet Edmond. Let's all blame Gankutsuou for giving him the name.

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"What was that ma che'rie? The Photoshop brush refuses to obey your orders? Brushes are brushes, and I'll say you just need to work harder."

- Waka, being meaner than usual



Ok, this is just getting a little TOO crazy.

Everywhere I see awesome pictures of characters of people being drawn in such OHGAWDMYGAWD awesome styles by some totally worshipful people like :iconetcetctetcawesomeawesomeartists: And I'm telling yas.... I am burning with ridiculous envy. For one, I will never get the guts to ask for a trade from them, being as inferior as I am, and I will never ask for a request.

I know I might sound desperate/pleading/emo or even angry right now, but I have always wanted to commission these art-gods, but the problem has always been the prices. Not that I'm saying there's something wrong with them, it is after all the artist's right to decide, but it's just that my wallet is filled with mothballs and I really, really, REALLY don't want to burden my parents with the want of just a picture.

...but then that's just it right? It's just a picture. God knows what a 'picture' means to me. *emomusic*

I've been addicted to it since my Brimsis drew that old picture of Archangel (now Myara) for me. Remember Brim...? ^.^

And then I discovered that trading can get me access to more pics. I was like, WHOA. SWEET. So I went on trading sprees with every artist I could grab; the love grew . I honestly don't know WHY. Really, it's SCARY...! But then now, I have trades I totally owe (AND CONTEST gifts...I shame...I r shame...), and though I want more, I know I will not be able to return thier kindness...not unless they have the patience of saints. *shame*

But yeah, I really don't think I will ever have the guts to trade with wonders like (She's awesome! x3 ). Gawd, just looking at thier art is relaxing and inspiring, and it just KEEEEELLLLLS trying to imagine some of my chars in that style. *swoons*

And requesting. I never dare to request anymore, it's usually rejected, but I understand that.

So now, here's the question....

Who's got to awesomenest art, but also at affordable prices? I can take US $60 to ...uhh, well, nothing beyond US $200-500 (THAT'S A THOUSAND DOLLARS IN BRUNEI (my Country) DOLLARS!!! I r starving for art, but not that starving!!)

But most importantly, How do I get it? Like, do I get it in an email, at very high resolution to print myself? Or do they send me a hardcopy by mail? And if it is by mail, how big will the picture/print be? Note that I am willing to give my address if this is by mail.

I want one poster size, not just a tiny cardstock . Ok, that just sounds evil, lol....but I want to make a commission totally worth it, ya know? My parents who are paying for the commish want it totally worth the money. They're sick to death of me ranting out how envious I am of those who have pictures drawn for them. XD;;;;

As for what I want drawn....becos I'm pathetic like that, I'll list it (note that I am terrible with decisions, so this may change from time to time...) The ones with are especially swoon-enhancing :

1. A picture of Shoru, in his samurai clothes perhaps, becos I'm addicted to him.

2. (For story purposes) A drawing of my dragon-rider character, Maxas and his dragon Starstrider. These guys are really old characters, but recently, they have been resurrected thanks to Eragon.

3. 'FORCA: Legends' a cover-style drawing for my yet-to-be-drawn manga/doujinshi (I am too inferior to make a manga...), starring the four main characters Tatsuya, Kiba, Ryuu and Mau. These guys aren't that new, and I know you've never seen them before ^^'

4. Eduardo Riverstone, a horribly OLD but incredibly cherished character of mine that I never posted here before. He is my crowning glory, and I want to see him drawn beautifully. *daydreams*

5. Starstrider and his mother, Skydancer

6. Eduardo and his faithful steed, Gladiator. I wonder if you guys remember that black unicorn...lol

7. My Castlevania-ish deamons, Lazar and Xanatos, and Xanatos' uncle Vangelis. And uh, no, SD-chan, this Vangelis is different from our favourite nutcase. x3

8. Another old story-related characters, Thunder the gryphon, Greenleaf the Satyr, Windchaser the eagle and Kale, the moody dragon. These guys are so oooolllllllllldddddddd.............

9. And lots more others.

*wheezes*

My god, that feels so much better to say out loud.

So PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE. One more time! PLEASE....HELP MOI. I really, really need to know what to do with commishes and HOW I'm going to get commissioned pics FIRST before I get down to this rather scary decision (scary for me anyway....). I really don't want an emailed picture. I'd rather have the hardcopy mailed to me...big size. I know the artists' have info on them, but heck I just need help from you guys as well.

And please SD-chan!! Remember what I said in my note! Please don't, ok...? *clings*

PLEASE OK...DON'T GO SAYING "OH WHACK YOURSELF VV, YOU'RE MAKING A HUGE DEAL OVER SOMETHING SO SMALL." I know it sounds a little desperate, but when it comes to money funny things pop. So no RAGHRHAHAHAHAHAYOURESODUMBANDEMO please. I want help. Not buggeristic and fight-causing snizzers. THANK YOU.

With much love,
Vivvers (now calming down)




Mah Fwens and Loves! ---> [link]

Nothing is dead unless you hit it with a wet sock and it won't retaliate.
- Lewis, being a smart-ass
p

I adopted a wolfie!! Lol....meet Edmond. Let's all blame Gankutsuou for giving him the name.

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"What was that ma che'rie? The Photoshop brush refuses to obey your orders? Brushes are brushes, and I'll say you just need to work harder."

- Waka, being meaner than usual



...........for remembering me.

*cheesydramaeffectviolin*

Sorry, I'm cheesy today. I know I've been absent a lot lately, and my artwork has been like capuut....but you know, there's still a part of me that's attached to this place. For one, I'm loving all the people here who gave mee squishy luff and all those wonderful comments that drove me to become a better artist. Actually, if it hadn't been for this website, I would not have gathered all the designs and ideas I've got now, and put into my stories/manga/drawings. The artists here, I don't CARE popular or not, have inspired me many times over.

That definately includes the friends I have here. Some friends come. Some friends go. Whatever. I'm just happy to those who actually remember me despite my absence. I didn't know I'd get so emo and sappy about it, but that's just how I feel. And I thank you.

And yes, I know I've said this several times but heck, I adore it, and adore it much/to the point of addiction whenever I see giftart for me online. Cos for me, artwork of my characters/ideas etc are the best presents around. All those people whom had given me giftart, I thank you to the bottom of my heart. You have made an art-loving teenage artist/maniac very happy many times

I just wish I had a thousand hands to give you all giftart in return. *runs around*

Muchos love from me, and Merry Christmas ^.^

PS: Sorry for the level of SAPPINESS in this journal. Meh, Samurai Champloo for three hours straight is not healthy....




Mah Fwens and Loves! ---> [link]

Nothing is dead unless you hit it with a wet sock and it won't retaliate.
- Lewis, being a smart-ass
p

I adopted a wolfie!! Lol....meet Edmond. Let's all blame Gankutsuou for giving him the name.

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"What was that ma che'rie? The Photoshop brush refuses to obey your orders? Brushes are brushes, and I'll say you just need to work harder."

- Waka, being meaner than usual



I'm in a very funny mood today.

You know, I'm sure you're thinking that nowadays only weird sad things have been appearing in Vulpine's once cheerful, sweet-to-the-max and sometimes overly noisy journals......and you know what, that's becos that's what's been happening in my life.

Eversince I got off and stopped being a dedicated Internetizen, it's been hard. But beautiful things have happened as well. Those things aren't much to talk about, but they make life totally worth living. I love it out here, in the real world, but it's also a hard life. I had to catch up with many personal problems.

And then comes along the problem about not being too good enough in artwork.

Let's face it, I SUCK.

Ok, maybe that's too harsh. But then, I've been browsing through tons of awesome art that I've just got all I can do and EXPLODE. I'm sorry, but my mood is just explosive right now and I have no where else to put it down. I've already burnt out too much on my sis and my mom, bless them, so I'll just explode here.

MY ANATOMY SUCKS.

OUWOWOWOWOWOWOWOW.

Static, floating whatever you call it.

And I'm not asking for attention. Maybe I am. I don't know. But right now, I'm pissed off majorly cos my art has deteriorated. I don't want to upload anything anymore becos BLAH.

So yeah.

Thank you for listening.




Mah Fwens and Loves! ---> [link]

Nothing is dead unless you hit it with a wet sock and it won't retaliate.
- Lewis, being a smart-ass
p

I adopted a wolfie!! Lol....meet Edmond. Let's all blame Gankutsuou for giving him the name.

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